I had in my possession everything to become a star, not scientifically, but think with me.
As a child I was as pure as I could be but learning to live or as I think “be dragged” by my parents believes I was exposed to the raw truth of life and I started to fill my little self with it until I, metaphorically, exploded and just started to gravitate during my existence sucking every bad and good of life without controlling it. As well as my physical body and spiritual being is filled with light is as well filled with darkness. I’m never black or white, I have to be grey, a mixture of two. This lack of control over me and my conscience is the ultimate black hole that keeps on haunting my days.